The bestial events in that holy, unholy land,
laden with sins,
have shrunk my map,
folded me across oceans to this ancient divide.
I am haunted by the butchery,
images of the fallen and those taken to tunnels.
What was a chess game for me of conversational
hair-splitting over Chinese chicken salad
in the safety of a back booth
is now a place where exhausted words
have gone to die.
I am left grasping for a language to trace
the tears of my transit
from head to heart,
from my distant perch to the door
of my slowly un-shuttered chambers.
Have we not advanced since the ancients,
since the days of sacrificial lives
and slaughter of innocents?
By uncaging the beast
such vengeance discredits the cause,
assuring its own defeat.
Thank you for this. I too am awash in questions that seem futile on the tide of sorrow.
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