I don’t mean art as an investment or hedge against
inflation. And I’m not referring to religion as some sort of hollow ritual
reeking of piety and drained of relevance.
In their best sense both are experiential and share the
common goal of transformation and transcendence. They reach. They move us past
words. And yet each is an expression grounded in the world of human
possibility. The most intimate moments between people or a solitary in-dwelling have a religious
dimension. When I was drawn into Van Gogh’s iris flowers hanging on the wall in
Amsterdam I was as transfixed and lifted as I
was viewing a Japanese ceramic exhibit or Oaxaca wood-carving.
The way dance or sculpture redefines visual space music
rearranges acoustic space. They each bring us a sense of the sacred. So too does poetry
by reinvigorating language and evoking what is ineffable. Peggy brings me her
daily poem and I enter a realm beyond explication; not religion, the noun but,
religious the adjective, as in a religious experience.
We need, at least I need, to be fed in this way. To find, in
the quotidian, what is resoundingly and overwhelmingly true, felt palpably in
my senses. There is an essence, a mystery to existence which poetry yields in glimpses.
Particularly in these late innings as I approach the ultimate unfathomable state of non-being I
look to the arts as an entre into the unimaginable.
I avoid the word spiritual
only because it seems to have been hijacked by the New-Agers, those inhalers of
incense, quasi-Buddhists, who have changed their names to Sunset or Sylvan Glen
Glade. Same with the word soul
which has been debased by overuse. Too bad, I welcome these words back into
ordinary discourse…. whatever they may mean.
I think of spirit as the breath, an outpouring of vitality,
celebratory, an offering of oneself. Soul is a metaphor for that most vulnerable inscape; the
place where we live in quietude, contemplatively. To live fully is to bring them together. One
derivation of the word religion means
to bind. It says nothing about the
supernatural. As a humanist I feel no need to traffic in the heavens. It is
enough to live wholly rather than holy. Or to put it another way, what humans
do out of their spirit and soul is holy, worthy of wor(th)ship.
Here where winter hardly happens a burst of pear blossoms
parody snow drifts ahead of the starter’s blank pistol. Elsewhere is on thin
ice, fissures can be heard parting. Clocks leap an hour. Late light slips
through. Bulbs erupt. The gulag becomes a grove. Bats crack and aging bones. A
sense of yeast. At dusk a comet will
streak naked across the western sky. Haley’s? No, but Twains will be born
everywhere, fathoms of huckleberries. Somewhere shadows will fall and somewhere
defendants will rise and be forgiven.
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